I hear her wandering about the house as I wait, trying to be patient. I'm in pain from kneeling for so long, although I have no concept of how long. Patience is not my strong point and is why I now kneel here on a hard floor, naked and waiting with no way of knowing how long has passed.
She enters the room her shoes making a loud and unexpected noise startling me, which earns me a cuff around the ear as she goes by. I keep my eyes lowered as she comes back my way and stops. Checking my hands tied above my head and feeling their temperature.
Unexpectedly she ruffles my hair as she wanders off again and I half slump with the effort of sitting in this position. I find I have to sit properly again, as the ropes pull too hard on my wrists this way, yet my knees scream at me in pain. I look down at the pool of drool that is accumulating between my legs as I try not to slide in it.
I hate the gag, but she doesn't, she likes me to feel humility and this is a way she tells me. By drooling I will let go of my proud nature and be truly hers. I want to disagree but she's right, I am proud and this humiliates me. She is wrong though too, I am hers and aways will be.
She is in my mind there is no escaping her, yet I try to hide there from her constantly. I do not want to give everything to her. It scares me that she might hurt my heart, she can hurt me anywhere else but not there, please not there.
As I think that I jump as I realize she is standing by me looking at my expression intently. "So still not yet my girl?" she asks reading my every thought again.
"Until you trust me we are always going to be like this. Don't you want to be my girl totally?" as she asks me this she unties my hands looking at me for a response. I look back to the puddle of drool and nod.
"I can't hear you girl?" I try to talk past the gag and to me it's garbled nonsense even although I am the one talking. She understands and nods, she is inside me, under my skin, I feel exposed and my hair stands up all over my body taking with it my skin. Seeing the goosebumps she crouches down and rubs my shoulders and pulls me to my feet gently.
Sitting me on the edge of the bed she tells me to lie down and pushes me up til I am lying across the bottom of the bed. She tells me to turn and I do so that I am facing the end of the bed. Cuffing my ankles she ties them to each leg of the bed so that I am exposed and she then sits down on a chair and stares at me lying there exposed.
I begin to cry and the noise from behind the gag is pitiful. I sound like a child and from a distance, it seems to go on forever, my wailing. I finally feel her touch my leg softly and bend over to look into my eyes. As I feel her hand on my cunt I sigh and almost instantly I am wet and no longer crying. She keeps looking at me as she pushes two fingers inside and begins to slowly fuck me with them.
I want to close my eyes and give in to the waves now washing over me, but I know I can't. I am hers and she needs to see me. As I feel her rub me inside I feel the beginnings as my insides grasp onto her fingers trying to stop them ever leaving. I can hear the sound of my juices as she quickens her speed and I look into her eyes and I see her as she sees me. She nods and I allow the waves to crescendo and I cry out from behind the gag as I give the last part of me to her.
I am hers.
About Me
- Phoenix
- I HAVE MOVED - IF YOU FOLLOW ME REGULARLY YOU WILL KNOW WHERE I HAVE MOVED TO.
Thursday, 2 February 2012
Thursday, 26 January 2012
Beg to dance some more
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Dance with me she said
As she put her hand in mine
Pulled me to the dance floor
Eyes locked forever in time
Dance with me she said
As she stripped me to the bone
Made every part of me tingle
'Til I was hanging out of time
Dance with me she said
As I was screaming out her name
Ready to give my soul to her
With not a thought for gain
Dance with me she said
As I fell into those green eyes
And realised I'd lost her
Somewhere along the line
Dance with me she said
As I grasped to find her hand
Knowing I'd lost forever
As her hand pushed inside
Dance with me she said
As she began to fuck
Her hand enclosed inside me
Marking me forever her slut
Dance with me she said
As her fist took me to the edge
Filled my cunt and rocked my mind
And took away my sense
Dance with me she said
As I screamed and cried for more
As she made me get down on my knees
And beg to dance some more
Wednesday, 18 January 2012
I Crave Her Touch
I crave her
Her fingers in my hair
Her fingers in my mouth
Choking me, stopping my breath
Fucking me hard
As I struggle to give my all
I crave her
Hurting me, binding me
Marking me blue
As I give over everything
And become someone new
I crave her
Like an addict
But I can't find the words
To tell of my need
And want for her
To be broken and taken apart
I crave her
As I lie upon the floor
Pleading at her feet
For her to make her mark on me
To make me her little tart
I crave her
To hold me and kiss away my fears
To smooth my hair
And wipe my tears
And let me be her girl
I crave her
Wednesday, 11 January 2012
Blanket of pain
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A blanket of snow lay on the ground and as she ran her feet left prints, dug deep at the toes.
She panted and tried to stifle her cries as she ran, she could not let him hear her. She could only hear heart pounding in her ears and the sound of her breath panting. Every time she stopped to listen for some sign of where he was it was all she could hear. Despite trying to calm herself she couldn't she didn't want him to catch her.
She hoped above hopes that he wouldn't, her mind refused to think of what might happen if he did. As she ran she tripped and stumbled crying out and muffling her cries knowing that each time she was giving him more idea of where she was.
Her skin began to turn pink and purple and a cloud was covering her as she panted with the exertion of running in the snow. Her nipples stood out, red and raw looking and she could barely feel her toes and fingers.
She did not know where she was, it was dark apart from the light given off by the snow. She only knew they had gone some distance from the club and also where they had been. She fell down again hitting her nose hard enough to cause it to bleed and she began to cry softly.
As she stumbled to her feet quietly sobbing, she heard a low chuckle and turned quickly to see him standing behind her. As she jumped to run, he grabbed her by the hair pulling her back and grabbing her by the chin. "Where the fuck do you think you are gong slut? And you'd better not get blood on my gloves she gave me these for my birthday.". He then proceeded to drag her back the way she had ran, not allowing her the chance to stay on her feet often.
By the time they were back at the car she was covered in scrapes and scratches and blood was running down every part of her body. Picking her up her roughly threw her back into the boot of the car and she could hear him laugh as he got in and started the engine.
She almost nodded off with the movement of the car and the energy she had expended running across the countryside trying to escape. She thought back t that night just a week ago she thought and how much fun she had been having.
He was charming, so was she, she had always wanted to try a threesome. They were having a wonderful time, laughing, flirting and it was all good fun. Going to the toilet with Sarah was even more fun. They was she had pushed her into the cubicle and kissed her hard had taken her breath away and instantly made her wet, her clit brick hard.
She spent ages exploring her mouth with her tongue and gently pinching her nipples, before whispering to her to take her knickers off. As she said it she had looked Sarah straight into her eyes. And unable to look away she had obeyed, even lying here in the boot she was wet thinking of her kisses and the fucking she gave her there in the cubicle.
When she had stepped out of her knickers she had slammed her up against the wall and kissed her so hard her lips had split and bled. She had fucked her there with her hand over her mouth and nose, looking into her eyes as her breathing slowed. Time and again she lifted her hand, letting her take in a panicked breath. All the while she never stopped the movement of her fingers, in and out, nipping, pinching and pushing into her.
As she felt as though she were about to pass out, she felt her orgasm growing as the woman, this stranger who she had only met some hours before watched her come and smiled.
The car stopped and she jerked awake properly and listened to his feet on the Abel knowing that they were back again. She shivered involuntarily as the boot opened and tried to back away from his hand which pulled her our roughly and forced her to walk bare feet on it?
As they got to the door it opened and she was there. "So Sarah are you in a better frame of mind now and ready to behave?". Sarah nodded as she grabbed her by the hair and pulled her into the house. Pulling her into the room she has so recently left Sarah sobbed out loud. "Oh come on I've barely touched you and really, you haven't enjoyed it? Cause I've saw the evidence on the floor, remember?"
She pulled Sarah towards a post set in the floor and pulled her hair down until she gave in and sat down. Demanding her arms Sarah gave them to her as she cuffed them behind her. Taking each ankle she again bound them and pulling her legs apart tied them so she was almost doing the splits. Putting the ball gag back on her she wiped her hair out of her eyes and kissed her on the forehead.
"It's alright sweetie you can cope with this, you coped earlier and you will now!"
Sarah looked at the things she was holding and shook her head in a panic.
"It's ok, I'll use lube this time now I know you're tight.".
She covered the butt plug in lube as Sarah tried desperately to back away from her, but she couldn't escape her, the post was in the way and she couldn't close or move her legs. She felt the plug push against her before it gained entrance and seemed to fill her so much she thought she might die.
"See, now that wasn't so hard this time now was it?". Sarah shook her head knowing that a punishment would come if she did not respond. "Ok let's start again then shall we?"
Sarah shook her head slightly as the woman walked around the back of her to check her hands and the put the hitachi onto her clit. Her whole body began to vibrate and she felt an orgasm coming almost instantly as she felt the vibrations beat against the plug inside her and up through her clit to her nipples.
She groaned loudly trying to get away from it, it was almost unbearable. She mumbled that she wanted to come, please could she come and the woman kissed her on the top of her head. "You can come as many times as you want sweetie."
As the orgasm began it was amazing she could feel everything exploding including her arse around the plug. Then it became too much again and she wanted to get away from it so badly, crying she begged for her to please take it away. "So you want me to take it away?" she said as she walked around to the front of her. Sarah nodded, then screamed when she saw the pointed wand in her hand and heard the buzz.
Frantically shaking her head and pulling against the ropes she tried in vain to get away from it. "Well you decide, this or this and she held both of them up."
Sarah sat there shaking her head as the woman brought both of them towards her and shocked her with the wand then put the vibrator back against her clit. "It's an easy choice Sarah, take the orgasms, what's that, of course you can come."
As she passed out the woman pulled on her nipple and kicked against the butt plug making her come around with a jump. "Dont go to sleep baby, we haven't finished yet!"
She looked up to see woman putting on a harness and dildo and knew just by the size of it that there was no way she could take that. She immediately began shaking her head which gained her another shock from the wand on her clit.
Sitting sobbing she waited for what was coming as the woman squeezed lube on it and came towards her. Lifting her arms up from the post she shifted Sarah slightly on the ground to allow her to lie down. Lifting her arse slightly she rammed the dildo into her as Sarah screamed into the gag. "Shh, its not hurting, I decide what's hurting, lifting the hitachi she positioned it between the two of them so that they both had the benefit of it and she watched the woman's eyes as they both became together.
Pulling out of her Sarah felt so empty she started crying until the woman put the hitachi back onto her and she groaned again.
As Sarah passed out after the 5th orgasm she wondered if anyone had ever been this badly treated before in their life.
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A blanket of snow lay on the ground and as she ran her feet left prints, dug deep at the toes.
She panted and tried to stifle her cries as she ran, she could not let him hear her. She could only hear heart pounding in her ears and the sound of her breath panting. Every time she stopped to listen for some sign of where he was it was all she could hear. Despite trying to calm herself she couldn't she didn't want him to catch her.
She hoped above hopes that he wouldn't, her mind refused to think of what might happen if he did. As she ran she tripped and stumbled crying out and muffling her cries knowing that each time she was giving him more idea of where she was.
Her skin began to turn pink and purple and a cloud was covering her as she panted with the exertion of running in the snow. Her nipples stood out, red and raw looking and she could barely feel her toes and fingers.
She did not know where she was, it was dark apart from the light given off by the snow. She only knew they had gone some distance from the club and also where they had been. She fell down again hitting her nose hard enough to cause it to bleed and she began to cry softly.
As she stumbled to her feet quietly sobbing, she heard a low chuckle and turned quickly to see him standing behind her. As she jumped to run, he grabbed her by the hair pulling her back and grabbing her by the chin. "Where the fuck do you think you are gong slut? And you'd better not get blood on my gloves she gave me these for my birthday.". He then proceeded to drag her back the way she had ran, not allowing her the chance to stay on her feet often.
By the time they were back at the car she was covered in scrapes and scratches and blood was running down every part of her body. Picking her up her roughly threw her back into the boot of the car and she could hear him laugh as he got in and started the engine.
She almost nodded off with the movement of the car and the energy she had expended running across the countryside trying to escape. She thought back t that night just a week ago she thought and how much fun she had been having.
He was charming, so was she, she had always wanted to try a threesome. They were having a wonderful time, laughing, flirting and it was all good fun. Going to the toilet with Sarah was even more fun. They was she had pushed her into the cubicle and kissed her hard had taken her breath away and instantly made her wet, her clit brick hard.
She spent ages exploring her mouth with her tongue and gently pinching her nipples, before whispering to her to take her knickers off. As she said it she had looked Sarah straight into her eyes. And unable to look away she had obeyed, even lying here in the boot she was wet thinking of her kisses and the fucking she gave her there in the cubicle.
When she had stepped out of her knickers she had slammed her up against the wall and kissed her so hard her lips had split and bled. She had fucked her there with her hand over her mouth and nose, looking into her eyes as her breathing slowed. Time and again she lifted her hand, letting her take in a panicked breath. All the while she never stopped the movement of her fingers, in and out, nipping, pinching and pushing into her.
As she felt as though she were about to pass out, she felt her orgasm growing as the woman, this stranger who she had only met some hours before watched her come and smiled.
The car stopped and she jerked awake properly and listened to his feet on the Abel knowing that they were back again. She shivered involuntarily as the boot opened and tried to back away from his hand which pulled her our roughly and forced her to walk bare feet on it?
As they got to the door it opened and she was there. "So Sarah are you in a better frame of mind now and ready to behave?". Sarah nodded as she grabbed her by the hair and pulled her into the house. Pulling her into the room she has so recently left Sarah sobbed out loud. "Oh come on I've barely touched you and really, you haven't enjoyed it? Cause I've saw the evidence on the floor, remember?"
She pulled Sarah towards a post set in the floor and pulled her hair down until she gave in and sat down. Demanding her arms Sarah gave them to her as she cuffed them behind her. Taking each ankle she again bound them and pulling her legs apart tied them so she was almost doing the splits. Putting the ball gag back on her she wiped her hair out of her eyes and kissed her on the forehead.
"It's alright sweetie you can cope with this, you coped earlier and you will now!"
Sarah looked at the things she was holding and shook her head in a panic.
"It's ok, I'll use lube this time now I know you're tight.".
She covered the butt plug in lube as Sarah tried desperately to back away from her, but she couldn't escape her, the post was in the way and she couldn't close or move her legs. She felt the plug push against her before it gained entrance and seemed to fill her so much she thought she might die.
"See, now that wasn't so hard this time now was it?". Sarah shook her head knowing that a punishment would come if she did not respond. "Ok let's start again then shall we?"
Sarah shook her head slightly as the woman walked around the back of her to check her hands and the put the hitachi onto her clit. Her whole body began to vibrate and she felt an orgasm coming almost instantly as she felt the vibrations beat against the plug inside her and up through her clit to her nipples.
She groaned loudly trying to get away from it, it was almost unbearable. She mumbled that she wanted to come, please could she come and the woman kissed her on the top of her head. "You can come as many times as you want sweetie."
As the orgasm began it was amazing she could feel everything exploding including her arse around the plug. Then it became too much again and she wanted to get away from it so badly, crying she begged for her to please take it away. "So you want me to take it away?" she said as she walked around to the front of her. Sarah nodded, then screamed when she saw the pointed wand in her hand and heard the buzz.
Frantically shaking her head and pulling against the ropes she tried in vain to get away from it. "Well you decide, this or this and she held both of them up."
Sarah sat there shaking her head as the woman brought both of them towards her and shocked her with the wand then put the vibrator back against her clit. "It's an easy choice Sarah, take the orgasms, what's that, of course you can come."
As she passed out the woman pulled on her nipple and kicked against the butt plug making her come around with a jump. "Dont go to sleep baby, we haven't finished yet!"
She looked up to see woman putting on a harness and dildo and knew just by the size of it that there was no way she could take that. She immediately began shaking her head which gained her another shock from the wand on her clit.
Sitting sobbing she waited for what was coming as the woman squeezed lube on it and came towards her. Lifting her arms up from the post she shifted Sarah slightly on the ground to allow her to lie down. Lifting her arse slightly she rammed the dildo into her as Sarah screamed into the gag. "Shh, its not hurting, I decide what's hurting, lifting the hitachi she positioned it between the two of them so that they both had the benefit of it and she watched the woman's eyes as they both became together.
Pulling out of her Sarah felt so empty she started crying until the woman put the hitachi back onto her and she groaned again.
As Sarah passed out after the 5th orgasm she wondered if anyone had ever been this badly treated before in their life.
Tuesday, 10 January 2012
My Little Slut
Kneeling at my feet
Eyes full of tears
I pull your head
Feel breath on my leg
My girl, my slave
No thought but to serve
I hold onto your head
As your tongue
Begins to delve
I watch enthralled
My little slut
As you lick and suck
And tongue my cunt
I pull your hair
I hear your groans
I pull you close
As I begin to move
I feel the waves
As the feeling mounts
And I shove your face
Back into my cunt
I ride your face
No thought for breath
For after all
This is for what you're meant
The feeling subsides
I let you breath
You're kneeling there
You look at peace
I pat your head
You smile and bend
You lick me dry
You bend and sigh
I pull you up
I hold you close
My little slut
I love you most
Eyes full of tears
I pull your head
Feel breath on my leg
My girl, my slave
No thought but to serve
I hold onto your head
As your tongue
Begins to delve
I watch enthralled
My little slut
As you lick and suck
And tongue my cunt
I pull your hair
I hear your groans
I pull you close
As I begin to move
I feel the waves
As the feeling mounts
And I shove your face
Back into my cunt
I ride your face
No thought for breath
For after all
This is for what you're meant
The feeling subsides
I let you breath
You're kneeling there
You look at peace
I pat your head
You smile and bend
You lick me dry
You bend and sigh
I pull you up
I hold you close
My little slut
I love you most
Monday, 9 January 2012
Enslaved
I need to feel the pain
To know that I'm alive
To see desire within your eyes
As you watch me cry inside
As you tear me apart
Bit by blessed bit
See the sun and moon and stars
As you look into my eyes
And as I come into your hand
My soul will cry for you
For you will give me deliverance
And I'll be forever enslaved to you
To know that I'm alive
To see desire within your eyes
As you watch me cry inside
As you tear me apart
Bit by blessed bit
See the sun and moon and stars
As you look into my eyes
And as I come into your hand
My soul will cry for you
For you will give me deliverance
And I'll be forever enslaved to you
Your Whore
Mine!
That word I want to hear
Uttered from your lips
As you make me kneel and submit,
Spat out as your grab my hair
And bite my fucking lips
Yours!
Wrenched from my mouth
As you cane and whip my arse,
Screaming at the top of my lungs
How I'm forever fucking yours,
As you fuck me on the floor
Owned!
A special word to me
That means I'm finally free,
With a collar, on my knees
At your feet, forever more
Your fucking loving whore
That word I want to hear
Uttered from your lips
As you make me kneel and submit,
Spat out as your grab my hair
And bite my fucking lips
Yours!
Wrenched from my mouth
As you cane and whip my arse,
Screaming at the top of my lungs
How I'm forever fucking yours,
As you fuck me on the floor
Owned!
A special word to me
That means I'm finally free,
With a collar, on my knees
At your feet, forever more
Your fucking loving whore
Sunday, 8 January 2012
Day 2
When she wakened Jenny felt better than she had in years, as she moved her legs the cuffs pulled tightly and she held herself tightly, hands touching against the small collar around her neck. She thought her heart might burst with the amount of joy she felt.
She had came home on a cloud, it was all a blur and as she got up and sat taking off the cuffs, she felt hot and wet and her hand strayed to touch herself before she remembered. Unwillingly she pulled her hand away and unclipping the collar stepped into the shower. She already felt strange without them on her, she had barely spent hours with them on, but she felt empty where they had been. Perhaps she had always felt the space where they should be.
As she looked down at her wrists she felt the empty spaces there too, despite not having worn anything on them. As she washed herself. She though about Caroline and her fingers inside her. No one had ever made her come so quickly like that ever. She realised her hand had strayed and washed there quickly, painfully aware of how swollen her clit now was
She dressed quickly in a skirt with no knickers as instructed and waited, it was still early while she sat eating some toast and drinking coffee. She sat at her kitchen table watching the clock tick so slowly a minute at a time.
Eventually it was time and her heart began to beat hard as she locked her door and began the journey to Caroline's flat. Her whole body ached for her, and she didn't know how she was gong to make it to her place with the ache she felt. She had to keep stopping as she was worried that she was dripping down her legs. She was positive the man on the bus next to her could smell her, she certainly could.
As she got to her door she breathed a sigh of relief and knocked, her heart thumping hard. It best faster as she heard Caroline's footsteps come down the hall and reach the door. There seemed to be an eternity for the door to open and her to be there and Jenny felt herself almost suffocating as she held her breathe waiting to see her again.
As the door slowly opened she felt her eyes immediately looking downwards. She wanted to look at her eyes again but she couldn't her mind wouldn't let her.
"Good morning girl, and on time, come in."
As she entered the doorway she heard 3 words. "Strip and kneel." she immediately obeyed and was on her knees in less than 2 minutes, her clothes folded neatly at her side.
"Oh I can see you're not going to need too much training girl." She patted Jenny on the head. "Come with me and stay down girl, oh and leave them there silly girl." she said as Jenny started to try and figure out how to bring her clothes and crawl. It hurt on her knees, she was not used to this and the floors were bare wood. It even hurt her hands too and Caroline kept her crawling behind her as she wandered about the flat seeing to things, none of which Jenny could see from the floor.
Eventually, Caroline sat down and Jenny could feel her eyes on her. "Sit girl and say nothing, I like silence in the morning.". Jenny sat up her eyes looking at the floor.
"Look at me". Jenny did and her face reddened as Caroline stared at her, almost stripping her naked despite her already naked attire. It felt as though she could see inside her and Jenny wanted to just curl up at the depth of her stare.
"Come here." Caroline pointed to her lap and Jenny crawled over and stood up unsure of exactly what she meant. Caroline losing patience pulled her by the arm so that she was over her knees her arse facing upwards. She felt her face turn bright red as she knew she was wet
Caroline began to lightly tap her arse. "Very soft girl, you're going to hurt for a long while before it starts getting easier. Spread your cheeks and hold them there for me." Jenny did as she was told and felt her push something into her as she tried not to clench. It was the first time anything had been in her arse and it was beginning to burn. As she tried not to wiggle Caroline sacked her hard causing her to grip whatever it was tighter and air it burn even more.
"Oh Caroline" she started to say and was interrupted with another smack.
"Ma'am, girl! And just relax, you will soon realise that you are actually enjoying this. I want to see a change in you girl, no more boyish looks like last night, you are going to be a sexy girl for me. Now concentrate and feel what you are feeling, you will realise that you are dripping all over me and that you are shortly about to come. However, I will not allow it today, so don't even think about it."
Jenny stopped wriggling and realised she was right she could feel her juices dripping and groaned out loud.
She had came home on a cloud, it was all a blur and as she got up and sat taking off the cuffs, she felt hot and wet and her hand strayed to touch herself before she remembered. Unwillingly she pulled her hand away and unclipping the collar stepped into the shower. She already felt strange without them on her, she had barely spent hours with them on, but she felt empty where they had been. Perhaps she had always felt the space where they should be.
As she looked down at her wrists she felt the empty spaces there too, despite not having worn anything on them. As she washed herself. She though about Caroline and her fingers inside her. No one had ever made her come so quickly like that ever. She realised her hand had strayed and washed there quickly, painfully aware of how swollen her clit now was
She dressed quickly in a skirt with no knickers as instructed and waited, it was still early while she sat eating some toast and drinking coffee. She sat at her kitchen table watching the clock tick so slowly a minute at a time.
Eventually it was time and her heart began to beat hard as she locked her door and began the journey to Caroline's flat. Her whole body ached for her, and she didn't know how she was gong to make it to her place with the ache she felt. She had to keep stopping as she was worried that she was dripping down her legs. She was positive the man on the bus next to her could smell her, she certainly could.
As she got to her door she breathed a sigh of relief and knocked, her heart thumping hard. It best faster as she heard Caroline's footsteps come down the hall and reach the door. There seemed to be an eternity for the door to open and her to be there and Jenny felt herself almost suffocating as she held her breathe waiting to see her again.
As the door slowly opened she felt her eyes immediately looking downwards. She wanted to look at her eyes again but she couldn't her mind wouldn't let her.
"Good morning girl, and on time, come in."
As she entered the doorway she heard 3 words. "Strip and kneel." she immediately obeyed and was on her knees in less than 2 minutes, her clothes folded neatly at her side.
"Oh I can see you're not going to need too much training girl." She patted Jenny on the head. "Come with me and stay down girl, oh and leave them there silly girl." she said as Jenny started to try and figure out how to bring her clothes and crawl. It hurt on her knees, she was not used to this and the floors were bare wood. It even hurt her hands too and Caroline kept her crawling behind her as she wandered about the flat seeing to things, none of which Jenny could see from the floor.
Eventually, Caroline sat down and Jenny could feel her eyes on her. "Sit girl and say nothing, I like silence in the morning.". Jenny sat up her eyes looking at the floor.
"Look at me". Jenny did and her face reddened as Caroline stared at her, almost stripping her naked despite her already naked attire. It felt as though she could see inside her and Jenny wanted to just curl up at the depth of her stare.
"Come here." Caroline pointed to her lap and Jenny crawled over and stood up unsure of exactly what she meant. Caroline losing patience pulled her by the arm so that she was over her knees her arse facing upwards. She felt her face turn bright red as she knew she was wet
Caroline began to lightly tap her arse. "Very soft girl, you're going to hurt for a long while before it starts getting easier. Spread your cheeks and hold them there for me." Jenny did as she was told and felt her push something into her as she tried not to clench. It was the first time anything had been in her arse and it was beginning to burn. As she tried not to wiggle Caroline sacked her hard causing her to grip whatever it was tighter and air it burn even more.
"Oh Caroline" she started to say and was interrupted with another smack.
"Ma'am, girl! And just relax, you will soon realise that you are actually enjoying this. I want to see a change in you girl, no more boyish looks like last night, you are going to be a sexy girl for me. Now concentrate and feel what you are feeling, you will realise that you are dripping all over me and that you are shortly about to come. However, I will not allow it today, so don't even think about it."
Jenny stopped wriggling and realised she was right she could feel her juices dripping and groaned out loud.
Day 1
She needed help, her mind was racing all over the place nothing seemed to be working for her and nothing she tried seemed to help. Her life just seemed such a mess, no one in it but her, nothing in it except work and she felt so much need for some other human comfort. Sitting in the bar that night she stared at her drink, she couldn't even drink. There was only one other woman in there that night, and she could see her out of the corner of her eye watching her as she slowly sipped her drink.
How did you get to be that calm and composed she thought? Why can't I be like that? I'm sitting here drumming my fingers, swinging my feet, picking at my finger nails. Suddenly she saw the woman gesture to her to beckon her over, and despite there being no one else there she looked around to make sure she meant her.
The woman smiled and nodded and so she got up and walked over leaving her drink at the bar.
"Why don't you join me, there's no one else here and it seems silly to be sitting alone?"
As she nodded and went back to the bar to pick up her glass she panicked about what to talk about to a complete stranger so ordered another drink for them both. The woman pulled a chair slightly out and towards her as she neared the table making it impossible to be able to sit opposite her like she had planned.
"My name's Caroline, thank you for the drink."
"I'm Jenny, pleased to met you."
Before she knew where she was she had spoken for hours and told her whole life story and the baseman was closing up. As she was about to say goodnight.
"Why don't you come back to mine for coffee, I live just around the corner and I'm enjoying your company so much?" Caroline smiled down at her hopefully.
She found herself nodding and walking with her despite the dangers of going back to someone's house she had just met. Sitting there drinking coffee she felt Caroline staring at her, trying to ignore it she rambled on and on not looking at her.
"So girl, what are you going to do with yourself? You can't keep going on like this, unfocused?"
The way she called her girl made her squirm, she wanted to get on her knees and sit at her feet everytime she said it and she'd said it several times side they had arrived back at her place. Why? She wanted to know? Just as she was about to ask her why she was calling her girl...
"And girl, I can tell your needs, it's written all over your face. Now the question is would you like me to help you change and become who you really can be?"
She found herself nodding having no idea what exactly she was agreeing to.
"Very well, first let me look at you properly, stand up and undress."
As she was about to protest she looked at Caroline, stood up and began undressing. There was something about the way the other woman was looking at her, made her want to.
Jenny found herself standing naked in front of a stranger and felt humiliated as Caroline stood up and looked her up and down and turned her around examining every part of her before placing two fingers into her now wet cunt.
"So girl, look at me, you need to feel some humiliation, don't look at the ground! I will help you, I get the impression you need someone to tell you lots of things. How to dress, to eat, to behave, to crawl." as she said the last word she whispered it right in her ear and pushed her fingers further into her cunt making her gasp. "And how to cum, which you now may." and she did much to her surprise.
"No more touching yourself unless I say, no more knickers at the weekends unless I say, you need to feel the air about you. And, knees is where you should be, you do know this?"
Jenny nodded, she did, she'd felt that's where she should've been for hours now.
"Wear these in bed tonight and keep them clipped together, and this too girl." she handed her ankle cuffs and then slowly clipped on a small thin collar.
"If you can behave and learn well, then you will have a proper one."
It was as if someone had taken the weight off her shoulders, she found herself on her knees at Caroline's feet and not really knowing how she had got there. Caroline patted her head softly and she relaxed into her leg and rested there.
How did you get to be that calm and composed she thought? Why can't I be like that? I'm sitting here drumming my fingers, swinging my feet, picking at my finger nails. Suddenly she saw the woman gesture to her to beckon her over, and despite there being no one else there she looked around to make sure she meant her.
The woman smiled and nodded and so she got up and walked over leaving her drink at the bar.
"Why don't you join me, there's no one else here and it seems silly to be sitting alone?"
As she nodded and went back to the bar to pick up her glass she panicked about what to talk about to a complete stranger so ordered another drink for them both. The woman pulled a chair slightly out and towards her as she neared the table making it impossible to be able to sit opposite her like she had planned.
"My name's Caroline, thank you for the drink."
"I'm Jenny, pleased to met you."
Before she knew where she was she had spoken for hours and told her whole life story and the baseman was closing up. As she was about to say goodnight.
"Why don't you come back to mine for coffee, I live just around the corner and I'm enjoying your company so much?" Caroline smiled down at her hopefully.
She found herself nodding and walking with her despite the dangers of going back to someone's house she had just met. Sitting there drinking coffee she felt Caroline staring at her, trying to ignore it she rambled on and on not looking at her.
"So girl, what are you going to do with yourself? You can't keep going on like this, unfocused?"
The way she called her girl made her squirm, she wanted to get on her knees and sit at her feet everytime she said it and she'd said it several times side they had arrived back at her place. Why? She wanted to know? Just as she was about to ask her why she was calling her girl...
"And girl, I can tell your needs, it's written all over your face. Now the question is would you like me to help you change and become who you really can be?"
She found herself nodding having no idea what exactly she was agreeing to.
"Very well, first let me look at you properly, stand up and undress."
As she was about to protest she looked at Caroline, stood up and began undressing. There was something about the way the other woman was looking at her, made her want to.
Jenny found herself standing naked in front of a stranger and felt humiliated as Caroline stood up and looked her up and down and turned her around examining every part of her before placing two fingers into her now wet cunt.
"So girl, look at me, you need to feel some humiliation, don't look at the ground! I will help you, I get the impression you need someone to tell you lots of things. How to dress, to eat, to behave, to crawl." as she said the last word she whispered it right in her ear and pushed her fingers further into her cunt making her gasp. "And how to cum, which you now may." and she did much to her surprise.
"No more touching yourself unless I say, no more knickers at the weekends unless I say, you need to feel the air about you. And, knees is where you should be, you do know this?"
Jenny nodded, she did, she'd felt that's where she should've been for hours now.
"Wear these in bed tonight and keep them clipped together, and this too girl." she handed her ankle cuffs and then slowly clipped on a small thin collar.
"If you can behave and learn well, then you will have a proper one."
It was as if someone had taken the weight off her shoulders, she found herself on her knees at Caroline's feet and not really knowing how she had got there. Caroline patted her head softly and she relaxed into her leg and rested there.
Wednesday, 4 January 2012
Too Late
The first #Wankwednesday for 2012 the prompt of #Arc
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As she comes her whole body arches towards me and I hold her in my hand and watch as the sheen begins on her skin. In that dip from her chest to her stomach I trace my finger and watch as she shivers, her whole body shaking with my touch.
I love her.
I've never been surer of anything in my life. I draw circles around her breasts and try to capture every part of her within my memory so as to never forget this moment. It is futile to try I know, as she moves under my hand and instantly things change. As I move my other hand not wanting to take it from her, I can feel her clench ever so slightly. Not by much, but it is enough so that I can feel it and I begin to fuck her slowly again.
As my hand moves softly and slowly it is shaped like an arc cupping her and holding her, never wanting to let her go. And yes, again she comes for me crying out my name softly and wrapping her arms around me as she does, she too feeling the moment and not wanting to let it go.
As I feel her sob she pulls me up towards her, my hand freeing slightly from her and panicking me, that today might almost be over. But no she kisses my deeply and plunges her hand into me, matching my renewed strokes as we push towards one another, trying desperately to touch every part of each others skin.
I kiss her tears as I come calling her name, telling her I love her, please don't go. I know it's too late, I should've said those words a long time ago when she needed them, before she made that new life with someone who could say those words. She holds me as my orgasm fades, and I drift back to that first day.
We never should have even met, I shouldn't have even been there in that pub. I'd gotten lost on the way to meet my friend at a flat she was viewing and got so hopelessly lost that I gave up, called her and said I would meet her in this pub that I found myself standing in front of. Going in it was dark and not even very clean but I couldn't get lost again, so I ordered a cola and sat at the bar waiting for my friend, who in the end never appeared. The barman's shift ended and the barmaid started and I paid no attention until I needed another cola and she turned around after I called her over.
She had the most amazing smile ever! And before I knew it we were chatting and laughing and I felt like I had known her forever. My friend never appeared and it was the end of her shift. Her name was Jane, even her name made me smile, why couldn't I have just said those words that she needed to hear so much?
The next two years flew by and we found ourselves to be more and more compatible with everything, especially sexually. She seemed to be inside my head constantly and knew what I wanted before I knew. I spent the whole time trying to please her and usually did. Yet here we were, she about to leave me for someone else just because I couldn't say those words to her.
I felt the tears slowly fall from my eyes knowing that it was too late now anyway, she had someone else who she would love and would say those words she needed to hear. She kissed me on the forehead, and opened the door looking at me one last time with sadness in her eyes and closed the door gently behind her.
I rose from the bed and got down on my knees saying those words to the back of the door, as I heard her footsteps echo on the stairs. I submit Mistress.
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As she comes her whole body arches towards me and I hold her in my hand and watch as the sheen begins on her skin. In that dip from her chest to her stomach I trace my finger and watch as she shivers, her whole body shaking with my touch.
I love her.
I've never been surer of anything in my life. I draw circles around her breasts and try to capture every part of her within my memory so as to never forget this moment. It is futile to try I know, as she moves under my hand and instantly things change. As I move my other hand not wanting to take it from her, I can feel her clench ever so slightly. Not by much, but it is enough so that I can feel it and I begin to fuck her slowly again.
As my hand moves softly and slowly it is shaped like an arc cupping her and holding her, never wanting to let her go. And yes, again she comes for me crying out my name softly and wrapping her arms around me as she does, she too feeling the moment and not wanting to let it go.
As I feel her sob she pulls me up towards her, my hand freeing slightly from her and panicking me, that today might almost be over. But no she kisses my deeply and plunges her hand into me, matching my renewed strokes as we push towards one another, trying desperately to touch every part of each others skin.
I kiss her tears as I come calling her name, telling her I love her, please don't go. I know it's too late, I should've said those words a long time ago when she needed them, before she made that new life with someone who could say those words. She holds me as my orgasm fades, and I drift back to that first day.
We never should have even met, I shouldn't have even been there in that pub. I'd gotten lost on the way to meet my friend at a flat she was viewing and got so hopelessly lost that I gave up, called her and said I would meet her in this pub that I found myself standing in front of. Going in it was dark and not even very clean but I couldn't get lost again, so I ordered a cola and sat at the bar waiting for my friend, who in the end never appeared. The barman's shift ended and the barmaid started and I paid no attention until I needed another cola and she turned around after I called her over.
She had the most amazing smile ever! And before I knew it we were chatting and laughing and I felt like I had known her forever. My friend never appeared and it was the end of her shift. Her name was Jane, even her name made me smile, why couldn't I have just said those words that she needed to hear so much?
The next two years flew by and we found ourselves to be more and more compatible with everything, especially sexually. She seemed to be inside my head constantly and knew what I wanted before I knew. I spent the whole time trying to please her and usually did. Yet here we were, she about to leave me for someone else just because I couldn't say those words to her.
I felt the tears slowly fall from my eyes knowing that it was too late now anyway, she had someone else who she would love and would say those words she needed to hear. She kissed me on the forehead, and opened the door looking at me one last time with sadness in her eyes and closed the door gently behind her.
I rose from the bed and got down on my knees saying those words to the back of the door, as I heard her footsteps echo on the stairs. I submit Mistress.
Monday, 2 January 2012
Healing
You come to me
Not aware of what you do
Skin like velvet
Or maybe even dew
You take my mind
You ravage my soul
You break my heart
Yet make me whole
And when you're done
I smile and kneel
For once again
My Mistress you've healed
Not aware of what you do
Skin like velvet
Or maybe even dew
You take my mind
You ravage my soul
You break my heart
Yet make me whole
And when you're done
I smile and kneel
For once again
My Mistress you've healed
Now She Said
Now she said
As I shook my head
As she caned my arse
As I refused
Now she said
As I mumbled no
As she tied the gag
As she punched me low
As I disobeyed
Now she said
As I got on my knees
As I kissed her feet
As I nodded now
Now she said
As I gave my all
As I gave my heart
As I gave my soul
Now she said
As she stroked my head
As she kissed my nose
As she chuckled low
Now she said
As I shook my head
As she caned my arse
As I refused
Now she said
As I mumbled no
As she tied the gag
As she punched me low
As I disobeyed
Now she said
As I got on my knees
As I kissed her feet
As I nodded now
Now she said
As I gave my all
As I gave my heart
As I gave my soul
Now she said
As she stroked my head
As she kissed my nose
As she chuckled low
Now she said
Sunday, 1 January 2012
Whisper
Breathless panting beating
Just you and I in the world
As I present my back towards you
There's not a sound can be heard
My wrists are cuffed above my head
Suspended muscles taut
Ankles wide, legs held apart
As I wait for the punishment to start
The leather strips, bite and cut
They kiss with a vicious smack
I clench and tense as I begin to drool
From around the ball gag
My groans begin, I start to fall
Into that magic space
Where only you, your voice exists
And I listen as I fall
As I float there I hear your words
As you release my wrists
You put your arms around me
And whisper "my good girl"
Just you and I in the world
As I present my back towards you
There's not a sound can be heard
My wrists are cuffed above my head
Suspended muscles taut
Ankles wide, legs held apart
As I wait for the punishment to start
The leather strips, bite and cut
They kiss with a vicious smack
I clench and tense as I begin to drool
From around the ball gag
My groans begin, I start to fall
Into that magic space
Where only you, your voice exists
And I listen as I fall
As I float there I hear your words
As you release my wrists
You put your arms around me
And whisper "my good girl"
Friday, 30 December 2011
Losing my girl?
"Come here girl"
She shook her head and sat where she was in the corner curled up, tear stained face refusing to look at me. I could see though that she looked at my feet, and that her eyes following them as I walked towards her were slightly tinged with fear.
I stood over her not sure whether to hold her or beat her, at that second I was unsure what she needed so I waited and watched her. As I saw the defiance creep up over her shoulders I slapped her hard about the head and knocked it back down again. "Stand up girl".
She jumped to her feet immediately and I knew that I had not been incorrect in what I had seen. Her shoulders were rounded and she hung her head and I wondered what had happened to make her so. She would normally stand proud and tall and she would never slouch and although she would never look me in the eye unless I made her, she would hold her head up high and proud as I taught her to.
"What's the problem girl?"
"Nothing ma'am."
"Nothing? Yet you stand there, slouching, tear stained, disheveled, been sitting in a corner like a child? Yet there is no problem girl?"
"No ma'am!"
Even the tone she used was most unlike her and I was not allowing this regardless of what might be the problem.
"Very well girl, since there is nothing wrong and since you seem to have forgotten everything I have taught you, there are about to be some more lessons today. Go to your room for now."
I needed time to calm down before I began, I was now annoyed at her, she would normally tell me everything and I had no clue as to what might be the problem with her. I went and made some tea and sat sipping it trying to remember of anything that might have upset her. She had a tendency to get upset quite easily that was certain, however she would normally voice these things, unlike today when she was back to how she had been when we first met. Petulant like a child despite being of a similar age to myself, it could be endearing or it could be annoying depending on my mood. Today it was infuriating.
I decided I would make her sweat it out and read the paper and have some lunch first after shouting to her to make something for us both. She was going to need it for the mood I was now in.
As the afternoon progressed and I sat eating, I half forgot she was still in her room waiting for me. Eventually she tugged at the corners of my mind and I sighed and got up. Looking at her sitting there on the floor waiting still with her tear stained face I grew slightly annoyed again.
"Come"
I walked to my room as I heard her bare feet follow mine, she never wore shoes if she could help it, I found it most endearing normally.
I pointed to the bench and she lay down still fully clothed. Seeing red I grabbed for her hair and pulled her up by it until she was standing facing me. "Do not try my patience girl, do not forget who owns your bones!"
Without looking at me she rapidly began stripping her clothes off and neatly folding them as fast as she could and then back on her front presenting her bottom to me.
"Ah not so fast girl, turn! You have annoyed me today and I still have no reason as to why, for that you are not getting what you enjoy. I will have my enjoyment today and you will take it like a good girl and then you will tell me" and I lifted her hair back up at this point for emphasis until her face was level with mine, "and you will tell me, why I am annoyed!"
As she lay there trembling I picked up the single tailed whip. This was my favorite when I wanted to inflict the most pain. Very carefully I swung making sure I didn't catch her nipples. Like a good girl she bit her lip and tried not to make a sound. Today I wanted to hear her moans though and hit harder the next time.
Eventually I made her turn and only then did she utter a groan and I couldn't be sure it wasn't in enjoyment of the pain of lying on her freshly whipped front. As I picked up the cane I knew that this would make her cry out. I chuckled to myself as I waited with each stroke. Nothing! The welts were on her backside but nothing, not a sound, yes tears but not a sound.
I stood back and watched her as I began to strip my clothes off throwing them in a pile on the floor. She would get them once I was finished with her. I wanted her to hurt, actually I needed her to hurt and there was nothing, she was showing me nothing. My heart sank that I was losing her, how could this be? Everything had been fine when I had gone out shopping and she was like this when I came back.
My mind wandered through the morning replaying all our conversations prior to me leaving as I put on the harness, and there was nothing. Absolutely nothing that came to my mind, that could have upset her like this. I couldn't lose her, she meant too much to me, if I admitted it and I probably never would, I loved her.
As I fitted the largest one, the one I knew hurt her, I watched her lie there not moving no response, and wondered whether I should carry on until I heard a soft sigh. Ah, so there it was she was hiding from me. Well I would find her and make her talk and tell me she loved me. I needed her to now, my panic was becoming overwhelming at the thought I was losing my girl.
I kicked her slightly and she got up on all fours knowing what was coming, I suppose by now she knew the sounds without looking. As I positioned the head of it at her lips I stroked down her back and arse through the welts I had made there and watched the goosebumps appear on her skin, before harshly ramming it into her knowing that I had hit her cervix, knowing that I had hurt her by the guttural cry she was now making. As I fucked her the noise continued until she began to make sounds of enjoyment after about a minute before begging for permission to cum.
"Please ma'am, please may I, I'm so sorry ma'am, I love you ma'am, please may I, I just love you so, and you didn't take me with you, please ma'am I can't wait, please."
Each jumble of words came out in a rush as I carried on fucking her hard determined not to make it easy for her. As she said she loved me I felt my own insides clench and I almost came myself, before becoming composed and giving her permission. As she came with a rush screaming and crying and thanking me, I quietly came myself holding onto her shoulders and holding her tight. My girl was back again and I might just taking her shopping the next time, I might not.
She shook her head and sat where she was in the corner curled up, tear stained face refusing to look at me. I could see though that she looked at my feet, and that her eyes following them as I walked towards her were slightly tinged with fear.
I stood over her not sure whether to hold her or beat her, at that second I was unsure what she needed so I waited and watched her. As I saw the defiance creep up over her shoulders I slapped her hard about the head and knocked it back down again. "Stand up girl".
She jumped to her feet immediately and I knew that I had not been incorrect in what I had seen. Her shoulders were rounded and she hung her head and I wondered what had happened to make her so. She would normally stand proud and tall and she would never slouch and although she would never look me in the eye unless I made her, she would hold her head up high and proud as I taught her to.
"What's the problem girl?"
"Nothing ma'am."
"Nothing? Yet you stand there, slouching, tear stained, disheveled, been sitting in a corner like a child? Yet there is no problem girl?"
"No ma'am!"
Even the tone she used was most unlike her and I was not allowing this regardless of what might be the problem.
"Very well girl, since there is nothing wrong and since you seem to have forgotten everything I have taught you, there are about to be some more lessons today. Go to your room for now."
I needed time to calm down before I began, I was now annoyed at her, she would normally tell me everything and I had no clue as to what might be the problem with her. I went and made some tea and sat sipping it trying to remember of anything that might have upset her. She had a tendency to get upset quite easily that was certain, however she would normally voice these things, unlike today when she was back to how she had been when we first met. Petulant like a child despite being of a similar age to myself, it could be endearing or it could be annoying depending on my mood. Today it was infuriating.
I decided I would make her sweat it out and read the paper and have some lunch first after shouting to her to make something for us both. She was going to need it for the mood I was now in.
As the afternoon progressed and I sat eating, I half forgot she was still in her room waiting for me. Eventually she tugged at the corners of my mind and I sighed and got up. Looking at her sitting there on the floor waiting still with her tear stained face I grew slightly annoyed again.
"Come"
I walked to my room as I heard her bare feet follow mine, she never wore shoes if she could help it, I found it most endearing normally.
I pointed to the bench and she lay down still fully clothed. Seeing red I grabbed for her hair and pulled her up by it until she was standing facing me. "Do not try my patience girl, do not forget who owns your bones!"
Without looking at me she rapidly began stripping her clothes off and neatly folding them as fast as she could and then back on her front presenting her bottom to me.
"Ah not so fast girl, turn! You have annoyed me today and I still have no reason as to why, for that you are not getting what you enjoy. I will have my enjoyment today and you will take it like a good girl and then you will tell me" and I lifted her hair back up at this point for emphasis until her face was level with mine, "and you will tell me, why I am annoyed!"
As she lay there trembling I picked up the single tailed whip. This was my favorite when I wanted to inflict the most pain. Very carefully I swung making sure I didn't catch her nipples. Like a good girl she bit her lip and tried not to make a sound. Today I wanted to hear her moans though and hit harder the next time.
Eventually I made her turn and only then did she utter a groan and I couldn't be sure it wasn't in enjoyment of the pain of lying on her freshly whipped front. As I picked up the cane I knew that this would make her cry out. I chuckled to myself as I waited with each stroke. Nothing! The welts were on her backside but nothing, not a sound, yes tears but not a sound.
I stood back and watched her as I began to strip my clothes off throwing them in a pile on the floor. She would get them once I was finished with her. I wanted her to hurt, actually I needed her to hurt and there was nothing, she was showing me nothing. My heart sank that I was losing her, how could this be? Everything had been fine when I had gone out shopping and she was like this when I came back.
My mind wandered through the morning replaying all our conversations prior to me leaving as I put on the harness, and there was nothing. Absolutely nothing that came to my mind, that could have upset her like this. I couldn't lose her, she meant too much to me, if I admitted it and I probably never would, I loved her.
As I fitted the largest one, the one I knew hurt her, I watched her lie there not moving no response, and wondered whether I should carry on until I heard a soft sigh. Ah, so there it was she was hiding from me. Well I would find her and make her talk and tell me she loved me. I needed her to now, my panic was becoming overwhelming at the thought I was losing my girl.
I kicked her slightly and she got up on all fours knowing what was coming, I suppose by now she knew the sounds without looking. As I positioned the head of it at her lips I stroked down her back and arse through the welts I had made there and watched the goosebumps appear on her skin, before harshly ramming it into her knowing that I had hit her cervix, knowing that I had hurt her by the guttural cry she was now making. As I fucked her the noise continued until she began to make sounds of enjoyment after about a minute before begging for permission to cum.
"Please ma'am, please may I, I'm so sorry ma'am, I love you ma'am, please may I, I just love you so, and you didn't take me with you, please ma'am I can't wait, please."
Each jumble of words came out in a rush as I carried on fucking her hard determined not to make it easy for her. As she said she loved me I felt my own insides clench and I almost came myself, before becoming composed and giving her permission. As she came with a rush screaming and crying and thanking me, I quietly came myself holding onto her shoulders and holding her tight. My girl was back again and I might just taking her shopping the next time, I might not.
Thursday, 29 December 2011
My Good Girl
As she crawls towards me there is part of me sneers. She thinks she is equal to me yet she's not, deep down she knows there is a difference between her and I. She sees the look on my face and lowers her head, yes there it is right there! Right at that moment she knew it. At that second she knew I was her owner, that's why she had to look away.
As she nears to me I lift her head by the hair and still she avoids my gaze, "good girl" I say and the pride is written all over her face. My heart thuds with what I am about to do to her and I can almost hear her heart beat the same tune. I can see the sheen of sweat already on her skin causing it to glimmer.
As I take her leash and lead her towards the bench I hear her slight pant, the one that makes me almost pant back. Pulling on it slightly she rises in response and bends over the bench where I secure her hands and ankles before kissing her head and picking up the paddle.
I rub her arse lightly and then tap softly with the paddle, before I then hit hard alternating a cheek at a time listening to her cries and noises she makes at each thud. I stop and survey my work and rub her hard knowing that this will make the blood rush to the surface and accentuate the pain. I lift the crop next and begin to swipe waiting each time for that word that she has had enough, but it does not come. She has a tolerance for pain my girl, or maybe a tolerance for giving me what I want, I do not know.
I rub her softly running my cool hands over the hot welts now rising quickly over her arse and bend to kiss them as she tries to get away from my mouth scared of what I will do. This time I won't bite, this time! As I place myself between her legs she knows what this time will be, this time I will show her again who is the better, that she is no equal in this dance that we do.
As I press against her arsehole she clenches and I slap her to remind her of who owns who as I peg her, impaling her on silicone and making her come, her arse clenching around it knowing who her owner is better than she. As she cries out I hold her tight "my good girl," and she is.
As she nears to me I lift her head by the hair and still she avoids my gaze, "good girl" I say and the pride is written all over her face. My heart thuds with what I am about to do to her and I can almost hear her heart beat the same tune. I can see the sheen of sweat already on her skin causing it to glimmer.
As I take her leash and lead her towards the bench I hear her slight pant, the one that makes me almost pant back. Pulling on it slightly she rises in response and bends over the bench where I secure her hands and ankles before kissing her head and picking up the paddle.
I rub her arse lightly and then tap softly with the paddle, before I then hit hard alternating a cheek at a time listening to her cries and noises she makes at each thud. I stop and survey my work and rub her hard knowing that this will make the blood rush to the surface and accentuate the pain. I lift the crop next and begin to swipe waiting each time for that word that she has had enough, but it does not come. She has a tolerance for pain my girl, or maybe a tolerance for giving me what I want, I do not know.
I rub her softly running my cool hands over the hot welts now rising quickly over her arse and bend to kiss them as she tries to get away from my mouth scared of what I will do. This time I won't bite, this time! As I place myself between her legs she knows what this time will be, this time I will show her again who is the better, that she is no equal in this dance that we do.
As I press against her arsehole she clenches and I slap her to remind her of who owns who as I peg her, impaling her on silicone and making her come, her arse clenching around it knowing who her owner is better than she. As she cries out I hold her tight "my good girl," and she is.
Belief
I lie on my back and feel the tears drip down my face and into my hair cooling there and dampening my hair. I wait and wait and the tears continue to fall, they run down and around and into my ears but my hands are not free to wipe them away. I look up to where I know my hands are but I cannot see them. They are cold and clammy and still I wait, the tears pooling in my ears cutting off that sense too.
I try to listen for a sound and shift where I lie but my ties do not allow it. The tears still fall as I try to move my head and tip them from my ears. I wait and begin to float losing all sense of time. No sight and now no sound, just my heart beating slowing and the sound of my breath slowing and slowing. I think of my behaviour earlier and I know that I needed this.
I can never just be quiet I have to always ask again and again. I never believe words I am told and now I am being made to stop and listen and breathe and stop talking. Now I lie spread eagled tied down, gagged, blindfold and even my own body is betraying me by cutting off my hearing with my tears.
Then you are there and untying me, and I am in your arms, and the sobs have started and you are holding me as you undo the gag. I say nothing I have learned quiet today, but I sob and lie in your arms enveloped by you, as you yet again prove to me how wrong I am about everything.
You hold me until I stop, then wrap me up in a blanket and lay me down and leave me again. This time I sleep, until I wake to find you watching me, a look of lust upon your face. The look I love the best, it's the look I see so well, and understand as I crawl towards you over the bed. I unzip your trousers and slip my hand in all the while watching your face for signs of displeasure.
You close your eyes and sigh, and I smile that for once today I am getting it right. As I pull your trousers down you stand and come over to the bed and lie down where I begin to kiss and nibble very part of your skin up from your ankles to your cunt. As you sigh with each kiss I know that I love you, and I would spend eternity kissing you all over. Or anything you wanted to. As I kiss you and suckle you, and you cum in my mouth I remember all my childish behaviour earlier, and I feel so silly and the tears begin again.
As you see me crying you lift me to you and bend me over your knee, sitting up all at the same time as your hand comes down hard on my backside. As you spank me I cry harder but this time with relief. This time I feel good about the crying, as you hit harder and harder. This is what I want and need, and now I believe everything you've said truly, deep down.
I try to listen for a sound and shift where I lie but my ties do not allow it. The tears still fall as I try to move my head and tip them from my ears. I wait and begin to float losing all sense of time. No sight and now no sound, just my heart beating slowing and the sound of my breath slowing and slowing. I think of my behaviour earlier and I know that I needed this.
I can never just be quiet I have to always ask again and again. I never believe words I am told and now I am being made to stop and listen and breathe and stop talking. Now I lie spread eagled tied down, gagged, blindfold and even my own body is betraying me by cutting off my hearing with my tears.
Then you are there and untying me, and I am in your arms, and the sobs have started and you are holding me as you undo the gag. I say nothing I have learned quiet today, but I sob and lie in your arms enveloped by you, as you yet again prove to me how wrong I am about everything.
You hold me until I stop, then wrap me up in a blanket and lay me down and leave me again. This time I sleep, until I wake to find you watching me, a look of lust upon your face. The look I love the best, it's the look I see so well, and understand as I crawl towards you over the bed. I unzip your trousers and slip my hand in all the while watching your face for signs of displeasure.
You close your eyes and sigh, and I smile that for once today I am getting it right. As I pull your trousers down you stand and come over to the bed and lie down where I begin to kiss and nibble very part of your skin up from your ankles to your cunt. As you sigh with each kiss I know that I love you, and I would spend eternity kissing you all over. Or anything you wanted to. As I kiss you and suckle you, and you cum in my mouth I remember all my childish behaviour earlier, and I feel so silly and the tears begin again.
As you see me crying you lift me to you and bend me over your knee, sitting up all at the same time as your hand comes down hard on my backside. As you spank me I cry harder but this time with relief. This time I feel good about the crying, as you hit harder and harder. This is what I want and need, and now I believe everything you've said truly, deep down.
Wednesday, 28 December 2011
Chaos
All around me it's chaos
Confusion and indecision
Then she appears with a few words
And with a sigh I know what she means
I want to rage against the world
Get drunk and scream at the sky
Her calmness in an instant stills me
And with a sigh I am at ease
My thoughts are rushed and heady
I forget just how to breathe
She tells me "calm now girl"
And in a second I fall at her feet
I want to fight against her
For the words I need to hear
But does she know I'm waiting
Here down on my knees
Confusion and indecision
Then she appears with a few words
And with a sigh I know what she means
I want to rage against the world
Get drunk and scream at the sky
Her calmness in an instant stills me
And with a sigh I am at ease
My thoughts are rushed and heady
I forget just how to breathe
She tells me "calm now girl"
And in a second I fall at her feet
I want to fight against her
For the words I need to hear
But does she know I'm waiting
Here down on my knees
Saturday, 17 December 2011
Unison
As we walked towards her we both smiled for we had waited for this moment for a long time, she breathed in sharply and we looked at one another and chuckled. She looked lost when she wakened on the sofa almost as if she had no idea how she had arrived here. I could feel my heart thumping ready to begin and I was already hard with the thoughts of what was in store for us all.
I could feel each bump as my shoulders touched each wall at once and I felt choked, almost panicked as I tried to speak and no words would come. Sliding down to the floor seemed to take forever and before I could reach it he had scooped me up in his arms and was holding me close. Shushing me as I stayed rigid I felt her hand stroking my hair and I relaxed into his body suddenly calm with the heat from her through me.
She looked like a little girl standing in the corner yet I couldn't wait to hurt her like only a woman could hurt. I wanted to play with her soul and make her scream and it was only moments away. I thought for a moment she was about to change her mind, but no she just needed my reassurance. I kept my hand on her, not wanting to let her go now I could touch her.
As we walked through the house me still in his arms I could feel his muscles in his chest and his heart beating behind them a solid thrum that I knew would soon echo within me and her. We would all be one and as we neared the room I felt the tears fall. I had no idea why I was crying I wasn't sad, I wanted this, I wanted her, I even wanted him.
Opening the door I left her in his arms and fetched a gag, we had already discussed with her what was going to happen on a basic level as to what we might use. We hadn't said when or how or who. Putting it around her mouth I could feel her hot breath as she panted in both fear and excitement. Fastening it quickly I placed a hand on her chest and looked straight into her eyes stilling her and showing her that I was there and that I would protect her.
I could feel her shake as the gag was placed in her mouth, within seconds she was drooling and I could feel my cock twitch as I thought about removing it and fucking her mouth later. I wanted to feel her teeth graze my veins as I fucked her filthy mouth that she'd been teasing me with for months. Placing her down on her feet I watched entranced as she lowered herself to her knees, head bowed and I nearly tore it off there and then. I wanted to hurt her now and not be restrained, I want to fuck every hole she had and make her beg me for more.
As I knelt at their feet they took my arms gently and placed small silver cuffs on them, and then seemed to in unison place a collar around my neck before beginning to undress me. I wanted to cover myself before them as they looked at every inch, as if me checking me, feeling my skin, caressing and nipping. Instead I found myself responding, damp already appearing between my legs and dripping onto my feet which I rested on. As she gripped my nipples hard I arched my back pushing my breasts towards her trying to go with the pain as she watched my face. I felt ashamed as my mouth drooled but she looked at me with only lust.
Looking at her drooling I thought back to her arriving at the door begging, crying and pleading for us to take her. I almost fucked her there on the doorstep, but not drunk never drunk she had to be sober as I needed to fuck her mind. She looked aroused her eyes glazed, lips swollen and red. It made me look down to see if her other lips were the same and I smiled when they were. "Still sure?" I asked her lifting her chin to look in her eyes and see, as she nodded my cunt clenched. She was going to be such fun, her need was so raw and new.
Watching her lift her dripping chin I could feel my cock harden further and I wondered how I would last much longer without using some part of her to ease the ache I now felt. I knew she belonged to her but she was mine now too and I would claim her and she would know it.
I could see him watch me from the side as she lifted my head, my heart thumped so hard I thought it might burst. I could feel his need and his anger yet still I was wet, I wanted him as much as her. This first time there could be no her without him and vice versa. I needed them both, where had this need came from?
Taking her to the bench I chained her face down ankles and wrists attached to all four corners and then her neck attached to the end so she was unable to move from the position her head was now in on it's side. Starting with a flogger I lightly began to beat her body, arse and shoulders and back again. He watched her and I saw him grin which made me grin too. This was as new to him as her. I could hear her light moans behind the gag and see that her cunt now dripped, but she could wait. Nodding to him he came over cane in hand taking his shirt off as he came to reveal solid muscles already beginning to sweat.
As I stood behind her with her cunt facing me glistening I wanted to hurt her for making me want so much. She had no right to make me feel this way about her, she needed me not the other way around. But as I stood there poised to strike I knew that I needed her just as much. I needed to be able to hurt her, use her and torture her mind until she could take no more. As I swung, my cock pressed against my trousers desperate for release to tear into every space she had and make her sorry for wanting, and for making me want. I hit again and again, watching as she took the gag away and made her use her tongue.
As the flogger hit I thought I was going to scream with the joy that it brought. Then she stopped all too soon and stood in front of my face as I moaned behind my gag desperate for release. Then it came from him in the form of a cane hard and fast, and as I felt my eyes roll I felt her remove my gag. Looking at her everything swam and my ears felt far away as she brought her cunt to me to taste. As I dipped my tongue and closed my eyes he continued to cane me and I felt myself fall. As I licked and sucked I could feel his cock press against me slightly before sliding in easily and he began to fuck me holding on to my welts on my arse tightly with his nails making me want to come there and then had it not been for her whispered words "not yet, girl."
It was too much as I watched her lick her mistress, I had to have her. Unzipping myself I moved towards her wet cunt and held myself against her for just one second, before sliding into her so easily. She seemed made for me as I fucked her quickly, my movement pushing her harder against her Mistress' cunt merging the three of us into one. I watched her lips whisper something to her and I guessed what was coming as I felt my balls tense at the tightness of her cunt as it held tight against my cock, staying still on the edge waiting as I thrust against her. Not making it easy I rammed hard against her cervix and could almost disappear into her as I dragged my nails against her welts, hurting her and enjoying how much her cunt clenched hard against me at each nail, before her clenching turned to a spasm forcing my cum from me into her, flooding her and trying to push my cock out from her.
Looking at her trying not to come my heart swelled with feeling. She was so sweet trying to please us both, regardless of what she was getting out of this she was trying so hard to please us too. As I grabbed her hair holding her face tight against my crotch I whispered "now girl" and came in her mouth flooding her face with me. Sighing I looked at him and her both , I had such good timing and I wanted to perfect that with them both.
I could feel each bump as my shoulders touched each wall at once and I felt choked, almost panicked as I tried to speak and no words would come. Sliding down to the floor seemed to take forever and before I could reach it he had scooped me up in his arms and was holding me close. Shushing me as I stayed rigid I felt her hand stroking my hair and I relaxed into his body suddenly calm with the heat from her through me.
She looked like a little girl standing in the corner yet I couldn't wait to hurt her like only a woman could hurt. I wanted to play with her soul and make her scream and it was only moments away. I thought for a moment she was about to change her mind, but no she just needed my reassurance. I kept my hand on her, not wanting to let her go now I could touch her.
As we walked through the house me still in his arms I could feel his muscles in his chest and his heart beating behind them a solid thrum that I knew would soon echo within me and her. We would all be one and as we neared the room I felt the tears fall. I had no idea why I was crying I wasn't sad, I wanted this, I wanted her, I even wanted him.
Opening the door I left her in his arms and fetched a gag, we had already discussed with her what was going to happen on a basic level as to what we might use. We hadn't said when or how or who. Putting it around her mouth I could feel her hot breath as she panted in both fear and excitement. Fastening it quickly I placed a hand on her chest and looked straight into her eyes stilling her and showing her that I was there and that I would protect her.
I could feel her shake as the gag was placed in her mouth, within seconds she was drooling and I could feel my cock twitch as I thought about removing it and fucking her mouth later. I wanted to feel her teeth graze my veins as I fucked her filthy mouth that she'd been teasing me with for months. Placing her down on her feet I watched entranced as she lowered herself to her knees, head bowed and I nearly tore it off there and then. I wanted to hurt her now and not be restrained, I want to fuck every hole she had and make her beg me for more.
As I knelt at their feet they took my arms gently and placed small silver cuffs on them, and then seemed to in unison place a collar around my neck before beginning to undress me. I wanted to cover myself before them as they looked at every inch, as if me checking me, feeling my skin, caressing and nipping. Instead I found myself responding, damp already appearing between my legs and dripping onto my feet which I rested on. As she gripped my nipples hard I arched my back pushing my breasts towards her trying to go with the pain as she watched my face. I felt ashamed as my mouth drooled but she looked at me with only lust.
Looking at her drooling I thought back to her arriving at the door begging, crying and pleading for us to take her. I almost fucked her there on the doorstep, but not drunk never drunk she had to be sober as I needed to fuck her mind. She looked aroused her eyes glazed, lips swollen and red. It made me look down to see if her other lips were the same and I smiled when they were. "Still sure?" I asked her lifting her chin to look in her eyes and see, as she nodded my cunt clenched. She was going to be such fun, her need was so raw and new.
Watching her lift her dripping chin I could feel my cock harden further and I wondered how I would last much longer without using some part of her to ease the ache I now felt. I knew she belonged to her but she was mine now too and I would claim her and she would know it.
I could see him watch me from the side as she lifted my head, my heart thumped so hard I thought it might burst. I could feel his need and his anger yet still I was wet, I wanted him as much as her. This first time there could be no her without him and vice versa. I needed them both, where had this need came from?
Taking her to the bench I chained her face down ankles and wrists attached to all four corners and then her neck attached to the end so she was unable to move from the position her head was now in on it's side. Starting with a flogger I lightly began to beat her body, arse and shoulders and back again. He watched her and I saw him grin which made me grin too. This was as new to him as her. I could hear her light moans behind the gag and see that her cunt now dripped, but she could wait. Nodding to him he came over cane in hand taking his shirt off as he came to reveal solid muscles already beginning to sweat.
As I stood behind her with her cunt facing me glistening I wanted to hurt her for making me want so much. She had no right to make me feel this way about her, she needed me not the other way around. But as I stood there poised to strike I knew that I needed her just as much. I needed to be able to hurt her, use her and torture her mind until she could take no more. As I swung, my cock pressed against my trousers desperate for release to tear into every space she had and make her sorry for wanting, and for making me want. I hit again and again, watching as she took the gag away and made her use her tongue.
As the flogger hit I thought I was going to scream with the joy that it brought. Then she stopped all too soon and stood in front of my face as I moaned behind my gag desperate for release. Then it came from him in the form of a cane hard and fast, and as I felt my eyes roll I felt her remove my gag. Looking at her everything swam and my ears felt far away as she brought her cunt to me to taste. As I dipped my tongue and closed my eyes he continued to cane me and I felt myself fall. As I licked and sucked I could feel his cock press against me slightly before sliding in easily and he began to fuck me holding on to my welts on my arse tightly with his nails making me want to come there and then had it not been for her whispered words "not yet, girl."
It was too much as I watched her lick her mistress, I had to have her. Unzipping myself I moved towards her wet cunt and held myself against her for just one second, before sliding into her so easily. She seemed made for me as I fucked her quickly, my movement pushing her harder against her Mistress' cunt merging the three of us into one. I watched her lips whisper something to her and I guessed what was coming as I felt my balls tense at the tightness of her cunt as it held tight against my cock, staying still on the edge waiting as I thrust against her. Not making it easy I rammed hard against her cervix and could almost disappear into her as I dragged my nails against her welts, hurting her and enjoying how much her cunt clenched hard against me at each nail, before her clenching turned to a spasm forcing my cum from me into her, flooding her and trying to push my cock out from her.
Looking at her trying not to come my heart swelled with feeling. She was so sweet trying to please us both, regardless of what she was getting out of this she was trying so hard to please us too. As I grabbed her hair holding her face tight against my crotch I whispered "now girl" and came in her mouth flooding her face with me. Sighing I looked at him and her both , I had such good timing and I wanted to perfect that with them both.
Wednesday, 14 December 2011
Fear of safe
How do you cope with
wanting to be held and
the fear of feeling safe,
With someone who's touched
that inner part of your soul
before they've seen your face,
My heart smiles and
reaches out for her
and yet I fear her touch,
What if she were to reject me
or even worse pull me in close,
Yet still I move in closer
until I'm sitting at her feet,
So now I sit here waiting
so scared of what comes next
wanting to be held and
the fear of feeling safe,
With someone who's touched
that inner part of your soul
before they've seen your face,
My heart smiles and
reaches out for her
and yet I fear her touch,
What if she were to reject me
or even worse pull me in close,
Yet still I move in closer
until I'm sitting at her feet,
So now I sit here waiting
so scared of what comes next
Tuesday, 6 December 2011
Hold of my heart
To take me to that point where I've come undone
When I cry out loud for it all to be gone
For you to know that I want someone
When I'm on my knees begging to cum
To stop to start to take it away
When my fabric is starting to burn
For you to know what's inside of my heart
When I need you to hurt me and never to stop
To unravel my being and tear me apart
When I'm crying and screaming right at the start
For you to know that's all that I want
When first you take a hold of my heart
When I cry out loud for it all to be gone
For you to know that I want someone
When I'm on my knees begging to cum
To stop to start to take it away
When my fabric is starting to burn
For you to know what's inside of my heart
When I need you to hurt me and never to stop
To unravel my being and tear me apart
When I'm crying and screaming right at the start
For you to know that's all that I want
When first you take a hold of my heart
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