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Thursday 2 February 2012

Hers

I hear her wandering about the house as I wait, trying to be patient. I'm in pain from kneeling for so long, although I have no concept of how long. Patience is not my strong point and is why I now kneel here on a hard floor, naked and waiting with no way of knowing how long has passed.

She enters the room her shoes making a loud and unexpected noise startling me, which earns me a cuff around the ear as she goes by. I keep my eyes lowered as she comes back my way and stops. Checking my hands tied above my head and feeling their temperature.

Unexpectedly she ruffles my hair as she wanders off again and I half slump with the effort of sitting in this position. I find I have to sit properly again, as the ropes pull too hard on my wrists this way, yet my knees scream at me in pain. I look down at the pool of drool that is accumulating between my legs as I try not to slide in it.

I hate the gag, but she doesn't, she likes me to feel humility and this is a way she tells me. By drooling I will let go of my proud nature and be truly hers. I want to disagree but she's right, I am proud and this humiliates me. She is wrong though too, I am hers and aways will be.

She is in my mind there is no escaping her, yet I try to hide there from her constantly. I do not want to give everything to her. It scares me that she might hurt my heart, she can hurt me anywhere else but not there, please not there.

As I think that I jump as I realize she is standing by me looking at my expression intently. "So still not yet my girl?" she asks reading my every thought again.

"Until you trust me we are always going to be like this. Don't you want to be my girl totally?" as she asks me this she unties my hands looking at me for a response. I look back to the puddle of drool and nod.

"I can't hear you girl?" I try to talk past the gag and to me it's garbled nonsense even although I am the one talking. She understands and nods, she is inside me, under my skin, I feel exposed and my hair stands up all over my body taking with it my skin. Seeing the goosebumps she crouches down and rubs my shoulders and pulls me to my feet gently.

Sitting me on the edge of the bed she tells me to lie down and pushes me up til I am lying across the bottom of the bed. She tells me to turn and I do so that I am facing the end of the bed. Cuffing my ankles she ties them to each leg of the bed so that I am exposed and she then sits down on a chair and stares at me lying there exposed.

I begin to cry and the noise from behind the gag is pitiful. I sound like a child and from a distance, it seems to go on forever, my wailing. I finally feel her touch my leg softly and bend over to look into my eyes. As I feel her hand on my cunt I sigh and almost instantly I am wet and no longer crying. She keeps looking at me as she pushes two fingers inside and begins to slowly fuck me with them.

I want to close my eyes and give in to the waves now washing over me, but I know I can't. I am hers and she needs to see me. As I feel her rub me inside I feel the beginnings as my insides grasp onto her fingers trying to stop them ever leaving. I can hear the sound of my juices as she quickens her speed and I look into her eyes and I see her as she sees me. She nods and I allow the waves to crescendo and I cry out from behind the gag as I give the last part of me to her.

I am hers.

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