Cave into Submission

#Wankwednesday and the prompt this week is #cave Dont blame me that it conjured up something dark and brooding! Read all the Wank Wednesday erotic writing for Cave on Word Ejaculation here

It's dark here as I sit in my room waiting.  This feels like a punishment yet I know I've done nothing to warrant a punishment, yet I feel punished still.  It feel likes a yawning cavern a cave with dripping water  I can hear the tap dripping in the bathroom over the sound of my breath as  I wait.

She's busy and she's not dead I tell myself yet I know she will have at least sat down at some point, couldn't she have said goodnight to me?  Couldn't she have put me out of my misery she knows I wait counting the seconds the minutes and now the hours.  She will sleep now my Mistress and I will lay awake waiting for the morning to come and for her to send me a message that I don't deserve for asking for more than I have been promised or perhaps deserve.

This cave swallows me up in its darkness threatening to envelop all the light within me, to swallow the life I have.  I cannot stop the darkness from sweeping over me and I feel its creep as it comes towards me and I cave into submission.  This hurt that is of my own making, that I do to myself, that is my own impatience, my own imprisonment.

Yet I love her and tomorrow I will be happy and I will have forgotten this pain that is of my own making.  Tomorrow I will be light and free and happy that she is there that she speaks and I will have forgotten the wait after a while and for a short while I won't be in this cell of needy submission to which only I hold the key.